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Saturday, February 26, 2011 12:51 AM

⇨ happy birthday in advance jiaxuan(: and a whole lot of other randoms(:

yup as the title stated,my little baby sister's birthday is coming soon!!on Sunday to be exact.it has been four years,its so amazing to see how much she changed over the years.and I really remembered most of it all(:

let's start when she was a little girl,let's go on a photo journey(:

i remembered clearly when my mum was pregnant with my younger sis I felt really ashamed (perhaps cos I was rather immature) and I was rather angry that there wld be a new addition to my family.
on the day she was born four years ago,I received a text from my father in school.I cried.don't know why.perhaps it was the fear of change?I still don't know why that incident jolted my tear glands.I refused to visit my mum in the hospital nor took a look at my sister when they returned.yes I can be rather stubborn huh that's me,I rather be in a comfortable place than to move on.but thats part and parcel of life.and change is inevitable(:

sincerely,I do not recall when my attitude towards my sister changed.I started to play with her and all.indeed,having young kids in the family is a joy.sometimes their adorable-ness just puts a smile on your face after a long day.now,at 3 going on 4,my sister can speak relatively fluently.but she is quite temperamental.it's like she can have a love-hate relationship with you.I enjoy her company and bubbly-ness!!I hope she wld grow up to be a lovely lady.and I wld be a old woman alr!!hahah(:

now for the boring part!!
RESULTS
yes it dawned on me that march 4 is so near!!actly I'm still trying to live in denial that it's next Friday.my oh my,if you ask me if I'm confident of my results,I'm not.I tried my best to spot topics and excel in areas after prelims.without any exams as a benchmark so I don't know where I stand.but what is done can't be undone.I have to face the reality and leave my life to the Lord cos I believe he has his way of working wonders,after all he brought me through A's and the past eighteen plus years of my life(so old alr D: teen age years are gng to be over soon)
I wonder where wld everyone proceed on from here.frankly speaking,I'm looking forward to meeting my jc mates especially my class mates,09s29.haven't seen them in months!!but I'm just afraid we wld not hang out after the results cos there wld be mixed emotions arnd D: anyways,I'm praying for the best for my dearies getting their results okay 

WORK
I confirmed the pay alr(: I'm not telling!!hahah with work the week seems to go by abit faster cos im getting rather busy.that's good.getting along find with colleagues(: they are all nice and sweet people,enjoying my time!
I'm glad that they are willing to guide me along the work and they don't get angry with me,they just say nvm.and sometimes it causes them to do more work.the lady guiding me told me that she believe that everyone is trying to make a living,why make life so hard for each other.
so true right!why must people be so mean to each other,betrayal and all.perhaps it's just for higher status but still make it enjoyable!a pleasant workplace is more productive right(:

I shall end my post here.and I'm super excited for month end cos I want to get my pay soon(: money faced right!!hahah I want more clothes(:

and I really sincerely wish my IB msg arrives soon.my btt is in less than a month and I need to book theory practices and do evaluation :/ I'm just afraid that they are still processing it or even that they didn't get it.tried ATM but didn't work and I didn't dare to stand there too long cos ppl were waiting behind me.oh my,worrisome me!!

take care babes(: until the next time 